I had my pity party and now feel better. I have to remember "I" am not in control. "HE" is in control. I need to step back and allow him to lead me.
I am borrowing this quote from a friend of mine. I read it yesterday and it really spoke to me. I want to print it out and frame it next to my bed.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5